This is how I feel . . . Stuck.
Each long day goes by and I'm stuck in this hospital bed. I want so badly to escape and get back to living life. I want to be with my family and take care of them. I want to be in my real life routine, not this.
Stuck in bed everyday.
Stuck with needles everyday.
Stuck with relying on others for everything.
It's been hard to ask for help. I never want to put a burden on someone else. But This past week, I've had to learn to let go and let others take over. It's the only way I'll make it through being stuck.
God has brought me so many people to help me through.
Friends are cooking dinners for my family.
They pick up Baby C for play dates.
They visit me, keep me company, bring me lunch, books and magazines.
I don't know what I would do without them.
As another long day goes by, I pray for
Strength to make it through another day
Health as I feel my body being overtaken by antibiotics
God's perfect timing
As for our little man, he is staying strong and healthy. And our goal is for a safe delivery on February 17th.